Towards the end of last year I kinda suffred from serious lack of patience. I was about to call it a writer's block, but the real problem was really that I lost all ability to just sit down, relax and do anything.
But today I got a BloodyHeadache(tm), one of those headaches that totally incapacitates you. And it made me lay in bed and as I layed there I couldn't think, and so I cleared my mind. And after a while, when nothing was left there to block my synapses, the BloodyHeadache didn't matter anymore, nothing mattered anymore, my mind was blank and standing by to process new information, time didn't matter anymore.

That was maybe four or five hours ago, and the time between then and now is a pretty dark space as far as my memory is concerned, but during that time I made this. The only thing I know for certain is that I, unfortunately, had to stop when my ears got too weary too continue.

I think my mind is back to it's normal "closed" state now, and I'm even having trouble writing this. These occasional fluctuations confuse me. I feel insane.

Seems like 2011 will be an interesting year.